bert31

My Story

life was never perfect but its a reason for me to hate it. im even thankful for the difficulties it brought me. i"ve been hurt a lot of times. cried of tears, pity my self, hated everything i"ve done. being able to to overcome all of these, i thought im already strong and ready to accept trials again..... but i was wrong. every time i look at my self, it seems like im getting weaker..... falling.... closer to the end. i cannot understand why these things happened to me...im sinner but never an evil. i am not perfectly good but i do things to make othere people happy i love i hate...but still end up loving. i just want to being happy,, a verry simple words yet verry difficult to have. its not that im not happy right now.... i am happy because there are a lot of things to be happy about.... i have my family, my friends, ... yet im scared that i might not able to hold them forever. im scared that i might lose grip... and be lift alone in the dark....